Disappointed
Who really knows who I am?
I can try to fit in your life
But I know I can’t
I just want what you can’t repair
All the air I forgot to breathe in
As you broke my heart again and again
I want what you can’t promise anymore
For you to say “I’ll never…” and I won’t hope for more
I want back all the time that passed by
Asking myself why I even try
My thoughts run away but I’m towed
Not far behind
Sometimes I’m not in my smile
I’m a thousand miles away
In the back of my mind
I didn’t even know I had to dust myself off
You told me everything was fine
Don’t convince me why I shouldn’t go
I fight my mind for reasons to stay
But at the end of the day
I end up not knowing who I am
